And the following musings came to me at 21:21 this evening.
And I am seeking peace because it is not here.
At least it feels that way.
Peace alludes me right now.
Although I know that it is ever present.
Always there. Or rather always here. For me to tap into at any time I choose.
Just like love is always here, and just like the support of my Ancestors and Spirit Guides, and my Guardian Angel who watches over me.
And yet still.
When I don't feel them, they feel like THEY left ME.
There it is. It's how I feel.
So here I am. Searching for what is here, within me.
Maybe tonight I do not want to go there.
Maybe tonight I am not inside of myself.
Maybe it's the Summer Solstice. Maybe it's the Super Moon.
Maybe it's because I am tired.
Tonight I am seeking peace.